Sunday, November 13, 2005

IMPORTANT NOTICE:THIS BLOG WILL BE DISCONTINUED


"Maria....I just met a girl name Maria" Most of you would know this quote from the movie "West Side Story". But the truth is I have fallen in love with a girl name Maria. She is an amazing woman. She is not only beautiful outside, but inside too. I love her so much. She is kind, caring, compassionate. All those feeling I have written in my website and blog are real with her. I am the luckiest person alive. I am going to marry this woman one day,(hopeful soon) for Maria is not a woman you date....she is a woman you marry. After so many heartbreaks, and crying and suffering...it was worth the wait. She is very special. She understand the importance of love, trust, comprise and most important .....she understand that to make a relationship work, you have to make it a priority.

I am discontinuing this blog because I spend too much time here.Life is not here on the blog or on the internet, it is out there in the real world. I have found what I am looking for in Maria. I am starting a new blog inspired by my love for Maria. I hope you will follow me there....

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THANK YOU FOR READING MY BLOG. I HOPE EVERYONE FIND THE LOVE AND SEX THAT THEY SEEK

Friday, November 11, 2005

IT IS YOUR DESTINY!"


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The potential of what we can become is increasingly limited by what we have experienced and the choices we have made. There's a phrase in the Star Wars series of movies which goes "...It is your destiny!" It's very dramatic and lots of people nod their heads with serious looks on their faces. In the christian circles there are those which believe in 'pre-destination' - a supposed fact that God has already decided who's going to heaven and hell and that we really can't change it. The cruelest part of it is that we seem to have no choice.

The big question for every child, and especially as they get out of High School, is what they will do with their life. At the point of graduating from High School, they have already made certain choices which will limit what they can become - at the graduation of college they have made even more choices limiting them. The individual that they can become has been limited because of their experiences and education, and their destiny (those things that they can accomplish within their lifetime) has also been limited.

Take two High School graduates who are interested in Web Design. We'll call the first Dave, and the second John. Dave, being very interested in web design, decides to study computers and emphasize his studies on web design in college. John, on the other hand, decides he wants to teach about computers. So let's say that both of them are "destined" to design a website after they graduate from college. Though there is nothing stopping either of them from designing websites, the website that Dave designs will be dynamically different than the one that John designs. Why? Is it just the schooling? No, it's the friends they made as they were learning, the priorities they learned as they studied, what their social activities exposed them to. Our experiences effect us in how we think, reason, and react.

Thus, their individual destinies are limited by where they've been, what they've learned, and how they experienced life.

I NEED TO FINALLY TELL YOU......


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So many times, people walk in and out of your life,
But there is that rare occasion when you find someone who stays.
I have never thanked you often enough,
To tell you the joy that you have brought into my life.

I don't believe that you know
Exactly what you have come to mean to me,
The strength that you have given me to succeed,
And the happiness you give, that brings me to smile every day.

If you love someone, tell them,
So I'm telling you that I love you.
If you have ever asked me why I love you...

I love you for your support, which never left my side,
I love you for your smile, so contagious and bright.
I love you for your embrace, both gentle and warm,
I love you for your kiss, which has its own little charm.
I love you for your face, which I know just like my own,
I love you for your voice, its wonderful and joyous tone.
I love you because you accept me, and make me feel whole,
I love you for your laugh, which touches my very soul.
I love you for your honesty, never have you lied,
I love you for your openness, always willing to try.
I love you for your knowledge, always willing to share,
I love you for your gentleness, the way you handle me with care.
I love you because you helped me love, like no other could,
I love you because you listen, because no one else would.
I love you because you know me, like no one has before,
I love you because you're wonderful, taking away my heart's sore.
I love you for your eyes, which twinkle with delight.
I love you for being my shining star, in my heaven, shining bright.

So thank you for being so absolutely wonderful,
Thank you for being my best friend,
Thank you for giving me that special gift no one has before, true
love.
So if I randomly say thank you or smile and give you a hug,
It's my way of letting you know that you are the most special person
to me.
So...
Thank You.


PART II

Upon life's churning ocean
when storm clouds threaten
and scare
The thought of bluest jewels
that swell the heart
lessen the force of the waves.

Booming thunder and flicking lightning
highlight the beautiful face of my love
standing next to me in the storm
giving hope's light in forceful darkness
helping me stand against the weight
and giving me her strength to go on.

Against the raging winds we bend
but in each other's arms we hold firm
all the powers that nature and hell
disperse upon our souls
will never, in all the eternities
make us fall to our knees.

As I lose myself in the depths of her eyes
peacefully floating in paradise
I come to understand that no power
in this world or any world after
will ever be able to keep me
from holding her beautiful hands.

YOU HAVE ME WHERE I WAKE UP AND YOU'RE THE FIRST THING ON MY MIND



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You touch my soul like no one else,
ripping and tearing through my exterior
revealing my true self.

You have me where I wake up
and you're the first thing on my mind,
staring aimlessly at my bedroom ceiling
time torturing me
as it slowly passes by.

Really though, what is it that you do to me?
... always comprehend.
You boggle my mind in countless ways.
The complexity of your whole essence
puts me in a helpless daze.

And I never felt the wind so cold.
I never knew what it was like
to walk alone.

The sun doesn't shine as bright
as I thought it to be.
The darkness of night
brings an overwhelming cold feeling
inside of me.

I never experienced these feelings
until you were gone.
My eyes still wide open
but what I saw
... it felt all wrong

For no longer could I see
the radiant glow in your eyes,
that brightens your beautiful face
shining everywhere, the sun can't shine.

The simple smile you present
that makes me melt where I stand,
Your guiding warm, gentle hands
healing my wounded soul
over and over again...

The tranquility and calmness of your voice,
that could stir silent every endless wave in the ocean
without force

But most of all, it's your heart,
undoubtably one I've never seen.
It's a blessing from heaven above.
I prayed to God,
one day he'd show me.

... hesitate, but unable to push away the inevitable...

It's time to move on,
this road has come to an end.
I know we should walk away.
Please, we can't look over our shoulders at each other
... once again.

In life you come across
a diverse group of individuals,
some that last a short moment
but others that stay and keep you.

The precise second you walked into my life
it changed dramatically.
You revived the flame inside of me
I thought had been put out
... for eternity.


PART II
Can't wait to hold you
and feel the warmth of your embrace
Can't wait to kiss you
and ease my hands upon your face
Can't wait to hold you
and feel your arms around me tight
Can't wait to love you
through every day and night
Can't wait to gaze into your eyes
and feel my heart being swept away
Can't wait to be with you
and hear the sound of your voice every day

Can't wait to find you
for you are nowhere near
Seems like I'll never find you
Oh, my greatest fear
Love, sweet love, where are you?
Am I living in a dream?
Love, oh love, my fantasy
Shine your love with its brightest beam
Seek me for I am waiting
For my fantasy love to come near
As I drop down to my knees
and my loneliness sheds its tears
Love, oh love, come find me
don't make me wait forever
Will it always be my dream
that I will be living for forever
Will I be lonely for the rest of my days
will my fantasy love come to be true
My heart and soul are lost in a dream
Love, oh love, where are you?

'Cause I can't wait to hold you
and feel the warmth of your embrace
Can't wait to kiss you
and ease my hands upon your face
Can't wait to gaze into your eyes
Come and take my heart away
Love, oh love come rescue me
and love me for the rest of my days

PASSIONATE SEXY ORGY
















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